Hope and Comfort
Charley Foley calls into
the Mater Misericordia Hospital to visit his wife.
'How are you
feeling?' he asks, sitting at the bedside, close to Dolly who is smiling up at
him, her black hair resting against the white pillows.
'I'm fine,' Dolly
says, quietly. She looks old and tired to Charley; she is deathly pale and has
black pouches under her eyes. When she slips her fingers into Charley's he
notices two ugly brown liver spots on the back her small hand.
'You look tired,'
Charley says. 'Aren't you sleeping?'
'I was a bit restless
last night.'
Dolly does not
mention the pain: she doesn't want to upset her husband.
'Any word from
Linda?' she asks.
'She phoned again
last night. I told her you were grand. I said there was nothing to worry
about.'
Linda, their eldest,
teaches in a university in Galway. Linda will come home for the holiday in
August. Their son, Colm, and his children live in Australia. Colm hasn't been
told that his mother is unwell. Colm's a worrier: it's best he's not upset.
Charley gazes
dreamily across the chattering hospital ward, bright with pale afternoon
sunlight. Other visitors are doing their duties, gathering around the sick,
bringing flowers and fruit, offering words of hope and comfort.
'Have you seen the
doctor again?' Charley asks his wife.
'Tomorrow maybe.'
'Any idea how long
they'll keep you in?'
Dolly turns away and
coughs into a tissue, then settles back. She takes Charley's hand again.
'They'll let me know
on Monday. They have to do lots more tests. They won't let me home until they
know. I'm sorry to be such a bother.'
Dolly's small chest
heaves under her heavy nightdress. Charley thinks of a frightened bird. Sweet
Dolores Delarosa he used to call her long ago when they were courting,
mocking her sorrowful eyes and the way she took everything too seriously. He
can't help wondering if she made herself sick with worry.
Poor Dolly Delarosa!
'Don't let them budge
you until you're absolutely better,' he says.
'Are you managing all
right, darling?'
'Grand.'
Charley is eating out
and staying away from the house as much as possible. He's managing all right.
The minutes pass in
heated tedium. Charley is watching the visitors and glancing at the small alarm
clock beside his wife's bed. He can hear its distant ticking and still recall
the irritating ring when it dragged his wife from bed at the crack of dawn and
moments later her breakfast sounds clattering in the kitchen keeping him awake,
reminding him that there's a day's work ahead and children to be schooled and
fed.
Tic-tic-tic-tic-
tic-tic-tic.
The kids are all
grown up now. Second grandchild imminent. Time is running out. A grey face in
the shaving mirror reminding Charley of middle age and the rot ahead. Where's
the point in having money if you can't enjoy it? Why can't clocks take their
time? What's the hurry?
Ah - God have mercy!
Dolly Dolorosa. How different might it have been without her?
Dolly's eyelids
droop. Her mouth opens a fraction. She looks almost dead. Moments pass slowly.
'This must be very
boring for you,' she says, without opening her eyes.
'Not at all. It does
me good to see you.'
'It's not nice having
to visit anybody in hospital. It's so depressing.'
'Nonsense.'
Dolly settles her
dark head further back against the white pillows. Grimaces for an instant then
braves a smile.
'You should leave
now, Charley. I think I might sleep for a while.'
'Are you sure?'
'Positive.'
Charley bounces to
his feet.
'I'll come in later,'
he says.
'Please don't. With
it being Saturday the wards will be crammed with people. Leave it till the
morning. Come after Mass.'
'Is that's what you
want?'
'It is, darling.'
Dolly opens her eyes,
smiles like a child. It's been a long time since Dolly was a child.
'You look tired,
darling,' she says. 'Aren't you sleeping?'
'I was a bit restless
last night.'
'Try to take things
easy.'
Dolly squeezes her
husband's hand, presses her ringed finger against his gold wedding ring. Her
fingers are light as feathers.
'Off you go,
darling,' she says. 'Try to not worry.'
Charley bends and
kisses Dolly's hot forehead.
'I'll see you
tomorrow,' he says.
Dolly's eyes close.
Her fingers slip from his.
Tic-tic-tic-tic-tic.
Charley walks along a
polished corridor and finds the exit. Outside in the bright car park he locates
his car and sits inside. He glances around at the visitors coming and going.
Nurses walk past, reminding him of butterflies. Charley reaches for his mobile
phone and taps in a number. The call is answered almost immediately.
'Katherine?' he says.
'Where are you? I've
been waiting ages for you to call.'
'I'm outside the
hospital. I've just been in to see her.'
'How is she?'
'All right. As well
as can be expected, I suppose. Who really knows?'
Charley pulls down
the sunshade to protect his eyes from the blinding brightness, then returns his
attention to his new friend, Katherine.
'She'll be in for a
while longer.'
'Will I see you
later?' Katherine asks.
'I expect so.'
'Stay tonight,' she
offers. 'If you like.'
Charley thinks of his
own empty house, the quietness without Dolly and the dreadful silences she left
behind.
'I'd like that,
darling,' he says.
'Come now,' Katherine
whispers with a smile in her lovely voice. 'I'll cheer you up.'
Charley says goodbye
and puts the phone away. He smiles properly for the first time that day. He
starts the engine and as he drives away Charley glances through the rear view
mirror and sees the grey hospital building receding like a prison.
God help me, he thinks. God help us all.
Ordliste:
pouch pose
pudge skubbe
tedium kedsomhed
imminent ”på
vej”
rot nedbrydning
brave modigt
Tasks for the text
1. Describe Charley and Dolly
2. How is their relationship?
3. Which role do illness and getting older play in the story?
4. What do Charley and Dolly hope for?
5. Who has your sympathy and why?
6. What can you learn from the story?